Rice Picker Entertainment

I’ve been doing some thinking lately because there is some things that have made an impact on me.  It feels I am socially detached from this world.  I have friends, but it feels we don’t connect anymore.  I try to make as much of an effort to talk to them or hang out with them.  But when I do make the effort, it’s bland; things aren’t the same like when we met for the first time.  I will be real to you all and will admit it.  I am just socially shy.  I’m trying the best to change my ways, but then it comes off the wrong way to people and that’s the reason why things don’t seem the same after people get to know me.

As you know, I am a filmmaker.  I have noticed an “alter ego” so to say between my social status when on-camera, acting, performing, or working, compared to off-camera.  “On-camera” I feel I’m in charge, I can loosen up and be another person in a different universe.  “Off-camera”, I’m back into this world where I don’t have a set script or vision at what’s coming or what to say to people.  To a lot of people, I am a very private person.  I do like it, but being too private has grown to the point where it feels I have no friends.

To wrap things up, this goes to everyone who is reading this.  I am truly sorry for the way I am.  If I don’t seem like “myself”, here’s your reason.  I’m trying hard not to sound stupid or mess up my “script”.  All I ask is that you all bear with my social shyness.  Whatever you see in my videos or performing any music of me acting is all just another part of me; the “artist” in me so to say.